You Keep Your Wishes. I Keep My Feelings

i logged on to friendster a few days ago & saw that

he has deleted me off from his friends list!

ok. i dont mind.. i added him back.

when i checked my tagged account today..

i found out he has deleted me, Atik & Hik's profile off.

his profile was set to private.

Kak Zimah snatched him as her pet now..

okehss i dont CARE!!

he && his words..

'i love you', 'dont leave me'

Fucking Bullshit.

he has hurt me too much..

i wont ever believe in guy's sweet talk anymore.

he had this wish.. contacting with his ex again.

i said u may go ahead & contact her..

i'll forever love u && wait for ya..

till now, he avoids me..

im getting sick && tired..

y must he run away from the facts??

burst it ah! i wont be stoo-pid as to run,beg or even f*cking cry for ya..

for all u know.. im not the same as ur exx. im not the sweet talker!

i am who i am & what i am... && i do love who & wat i am..

to the people who are not aware of who i am referring to...

i'm actually referring to Epool..

&& i assume he did came by to my blog..

Cha..i wont be deleting his pichas off from my blog...

i'm happy with it..

saying im attached but the fact that i'm not! haha..

i need to thanks Aza(Kak Shima's BF) for helping us with the cb400 bike..

we are really in need of cash..

pffft! don't ask why..

we've always been in this kind of situation.

oh ya.. talked with mum that day..

mum : tengok la ape kau dah buat. percaya sngt dgn jantan2. skrg jantan tu tgl kn kau bulat2.

me : cinta tu buta,ma.. bila tgh bercinta mmg gitu la.. tpi skrg Tuhan da bukakan mata Kim "besar2"..

mum : alhamdulilahh..!! nie la anak makk!

me : well... syukur alhamdulilahh..

well what i can say now is ;

i'm much closer to Allah..

i'm leaving everything to Him.

even if he has to take my life,but let me complete my responsiblities as a

faithful Daughter & responsible Sister..

i believe i can..

no more boyfriends for me..

enough is enough..