i'm MissinG him. maybe im too stuck up..?

"here's something to share with u all..
something that means alot to me.."

i want to hold ur hands
& walk a mile
dont want to miss u
even a while.

my life was so beautiful
coz DEAR,
its YOU,
my life..

hug me for my worries
to die
my tears to dry
& my loneliness to fly

it hurts me to know
how i sometimes can be
little selfish
when it comes to u

i am getting sentimental over you!
for god sake explain me why all these

i miss u every moment of the day
i keep me awake just to listen to u
i keep me empty just for u to fill
i keep me alive just to see u

my mornings miss u
my evenings seeks u
where were u all these while
why were u there to wipe my tears

fear of future is worst
than pain of the past
still i bother the least
coz u are there

even seconds are too long to miss u
i want to hold your hands again
& walk a mile
dont want to miss u even a while

i'm still trying to move on..
..but i cant!..
i miss him alot..
i simply love him alot.
i just dont understand why!