ever since that big fight with Boo, i've been having difficulties contacting my best friend! AIN! where are you?! are you avoiding me? please dont leave me. i need you still. you know that. TSK. DD will be having a new member real soon. *winks* & Boo, i've been having difficulties putting trust in you. i've lost all my faith in you ever since that day. i know u've tried ur best to convince me that u love me. i'm scared you'll still be the same. you're always finding faults with me. every little thing i did, is wrong to you. i dont get it. i could see that you've been contacting ur EX-gf, Bee. saw u exchanging comments on Fb.i guess u miss her. well i mean, she's cute. she has the ideal body that you've wanted. you keep on saying i've put on weight n etc. how the hell am i gonna put this darned weight off me this fast?! i've been trying to do so from last time. each time once a few kilos lost, i'll eat more due to stress! i guess i'll still stay the same & u'll start hating me as time pass. bout ur other ex, Ziela. i kept on hearing you saying "Pompan aku yg, Ziela..." blahh blahh! how wud u feel if i said that. hmmm. i doubt u realise all this. i'll give u ample time to think bout all this. u'll be getting ur freedom pass real soon. coz i've made up my mind. i'm not paying for my fines. it's better to serve the charges. i dont know when u'll read this post of mine. i just hope things get better for us. you ever said, things got worst instead for the better. i'm still hut for your info. this pain will stay fresh in my mind forever. iLOVEyou Boo. I'll missyoou more.
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Hati Yang Kau Sakiti - Rossa
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karna kini kau telah membaginya
* maafkan jika memang kini
harus kutinggalkan dirimu
karna hatiku selalu kau lukai
** tak ada lagi yang bisa ku lakukan
tanpamuku hanya bisa mengatakan apa yang ku rasa
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kau duakan cinta inikau pergi bersamanya
ku menangis melepaskan
kepergian dirimu dari sisi hidupku
harus slalu kau tahu
aku lah hati yang telah kau sakiti
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aku lah hati yang telah kau sakiti
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