the say they like the way i'm walking. . .

hola. im back from CGH. i don't know why actually. my legs were too weak to even walk. doctors couldnt find out why either. LMAO. gundoo-ism. funny thing is. i told Dardar that i was warded & he don't believe me. WTH?! then thenext day Divas came to pay me a visit. Bby, Nana & Zila bought me a pack of Marlboro Ice Blast. niceNICE! keke. then Bby told me that she knows Dardar. guess it's true that Dardar is not the boyfriend kinda guy. should i still keep him or should i just let him go? i don't know. i tried calling him ytd but he didnt answered my calls. when i threatened him that i'll come down to his area then he picked up. he said he's at werk & had to answer to calls just now. Pathetic. i asked him why he deleted his Tagged account & he said better so no more girls. ROFL. wad a lame excuse. i tried not to think 'bout him. went online & chatted with Ardy Mirza. someone i've been contacting since last time. i admit i do have a crush on him but that was last time. he's a divorcee with a bbygirl 7yrs old. then he asked me when i'm gonna meet him. we've been contacting for quite a time but we didnt meet each other. no time (: yeahh. so i met him after isyak (supposed to be after maghrib,but he fell asleep!) he was wearing a sleeve-less checkered top with a long black cargo pants. he's cute!! honestly *melts* while i was with him, Dardar was never on my mind. maybe im too busy looking at him & smiling!! -__- he's plain cute! there was a time,he said he was thirsty. i suggest to walk. vending machine is available just 4/5 blocks away. we went to every vending machine but it's not werkingg!! damn! oh. saw Abg Fermin in a car. he shouted at me something, but i didnt quite hear him. Baceyn heard him tho. "Abg dah pass 2B & 3. Nti kiter race! " ROFL. i laughed all the way!! cant wait for the race ((: then we walked back to the playground where we sat earlier without any drinks! those UNO peeps kept looking at us. i just ignored them but Baceyn stared at them. then he suggest to ride to pump stations to get our drinks. i had a hard time to get on his bike. i cant feel my legs. Baceyn laughed at me. indeed he's a racer. he goes "weng,WENG,WENNGG" all the way. i got scared & hugged him tight! he asked me why but i told him i was cold. i dont want him to know that im scared. i mean HEY!! i'm a rider myself. been a longLONG time since i pilion!! right?!! but i did enjoy my time with him. i let him sleep on my lap. he looked so tired. pity him. then the sky went red so i suggest we go home. he kissed me on my forehead & we got home. i didnt want him to go actually. i thought of making him stay till the rain stops. when im on my bed.. he texted me. it rained! & he's stuck at TPE. i dont want him to ride in the rain. oh btw, his ride is 125z. & i think i'll be getting 125z for myself too. i just received a letter from LTA saying that im no longer the registered owner of my KRR! darned it. i miss my bike badly sia! damn itDAMN IT!! i texted Baceyn once i got up from bed. waited for his reply, i knew that he wont reply coz he told me his ppd is low. so i went online. he buzz me on FB. when i saw his name, i got excited. coz i've been busy copy & paste-ing his pictures & sending it to my phone. kekeke. yaaa...i'm happy. maybe just for a while. Love is a like a cycle. what goes around comes around. am i right? i might as well go with the flow. & to my Divas.. thanks for being with me whenever i need you! Cha!! thanks for coming by early in the morning. been a long time! i miss MY Baceyn. i love my fellow friends. but what about Dardar? should i? i dont know! need some help here.any suggestions?