28th June 2008

finally the day i waited so long. has come today! actually i planned to celebrate it with someone i love.
but i guess it's not important anymore.
im not needed anymore.
well at least he took the initiative to wish me.
pictures above are taken from my phone.

come let me do some talking here.

okahh..

actually i overslept && hp was switched off due to batt flat.

haha! zilla had a hard time ringing me up xia!

hurhur! konon la burfday beh ke-prangai-an xia! lolx.

not reali la act. i slept at 8am xia.

i cudnt sleep coz i kept thinking bout that someone.

kept wondering if he wud forget bout my birthday ornot.

coz i waited for him to text me yest.

till i cried xia! haishhh.. i just dont understand myself.

i dont understand why i still cant move on with peace.

i still have him in my mind. everywhere.everytime.

i guess im too stuck up lurhs! thats the werd for me.

so....while i was getting ready to go out....

".....i want nobody,nobody but you!.."

i was like "GOSH! sape xia?!"

when i took a look at it...

i was shocked to hell xia.

i've received a message from starhub.

"EPUL!!!!!"

he still remember my burfdae.

then tears rolled down my cheeks slowly.

how wonderful if i cud meet him.

i really miss him alot xia.

i just kept it to myself. coz i know it'll take a miracle for it to turn out to be true.

i kept wondering why he still wish me on my bdae.

i kept wondering whether does he still loves me or not.

i just kept my feelings inside.

when i've reached Tamps.

i put on a fake smile when actually i was crying during my journey xia!

took a cab to Spore Zoological Garden.

ohh! Ain's boify tag along.

Zilla paid for the cab fare.. ((: sorry beb. i dont hv enough cash.

upon reaching,we had to wait for Baby & Nana.

when they've reached! we still have to wait for someone!

&& that guest is Shasha ICE bebeh! ((:

Burfdae gurl mengamok xia! hurhur. not really la..

i just dont want to miss out the interesting shows they have later.

then after that like biase la.. jln2 till we shag !

anw,i got a boyfren @ ZOO !

his name is CARLOS the sealion. hahahaha! he's so DAMN cute.

err.. wadd else huh?..

i think i'll end here for today..

more to come soon ya!

TO atik && hik!

korang tau la ape korg da uat la kan..

i was sabo with COLD COLD COLD water from the fridge at the corridor!!! ^_^

gerek kan di-dgr? try uh. gerek abes! bleh terkencing2 ah!

&& momma! i love you la! thanks to my beloved family,

for the present ; watch ! && the chocolatey truffle cake!

love it loads. nvr had a birthday this gd. infact. last year's sucks!

well i miss DADDY. if only ayah was here. i'll bring him out.

rest in peace ayah. iloveyou always.

forgive me for my sins to you.

i've made a wish.

&& i hope i'll change.

for good. not for ME but for goodness sake.

for my beloved peeps around me especially my family.

takecare everyone. ily always.

oh Pat Poker & gang. thanks fer wishing me @ midnight.

enjoyed my 1st hour of the bdae with Pat & Nas. ((:

after the ZOO outing met Pat & the gang again.

this time with Zilla.

we sat in a van. a coolCOOL covered van.

we're not aware where we're going either.

when we've reached, we looked lost!

i duun even noe where it is! LOL. thanks u guys! xoxo!