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Thursday, May 21, 2009

what's going on now?



okay. so here it goes. yesterday was very shocking fer me.
i felt like coughing, so i coughed!
but then there's blood. it's some kind of a blood clot.
scare the shit outta me. i just kept quiet!
but then i had to tell somebody.
i told Atik.. ! Atik who was eating gave me the "URGHH!!" look.
she was about to vomit upon looking at it.
i swear it was yucky yuckss!
i don't know what's gonna happen to me tho.
mum have always been talking about DEATH.

Mum : kalau ape-ape terjadi pade mak,korg pandai-pandai jage diri sendiri.

i don't know! i swear i don't know.
but i do have the feeling that i'll be leaving her before she does.
sorry peeps but i'm just letting out what i'm feeling over here.
&& darla, i don't mean to say ''i'd love to die"
i'm just sharing my feelings with peeps in here.
maybe it's true, maybe it's not.
" God's Willing "



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