the 16year old pathetic girl,Dirastar

& so i've uploaded a pic of Atik with Zul Kecyk. cute huh? haha

was asleep on the sofa with the TV watching me without any volume. Momma,Hik,Atik,Zaza & Zul Kecyk came home. they were from raffles place or something for Atik's bursary award. so proud of her! she did very well in her studies unlike me who lost interest in studies when i could still go far. at least get my 'n' level certs or sumthing? its not too late now tho. i cud still make it if i wanna go back to school.

work environment is full of bullshits! i was supposed to have my off day on Sunday,17th May. i did told them in advance sia! i've my DevotiousDiva Meeting cum Bowling sia. it's unlike me not to come for the meeting. gosh! i miss them but i had to werk for this stoo-pid company! fancy them suspend-ing the Philipines Crew Leader for 5days & now they're having problems with man power! im not your fucking robot,get it? LOSERS!

i slept for about 3hours today. i know,i know i need more than that. but i had to update my blog,eat my medicine & chill out with my family & Zul kecyk. & oh!! Kecyk was msn-ing with this so-called girl,Dirastar. she's a psycho maniac! DAMN crazy over kecyk!! when i look at their msn conversations,my hair stands. & i mean it! freaking standing tall! she was like posing in front her webby. making cute faces n etc. which i guess sooner or later,the webby lens could break into pieces! im not trying to criticize her but im just trying to state the facts! get this in mind. what would u do if a 16year old girl is crazy for u. keeps on telling u to turn on ur webby. & u guys will just stare at the webby without any conversations. omfg! stop it sia.

& oh. my jerky ex bf called me earlier when i was asleep. i dont wanna speak to him anymore. he's gotta learn the facts that i've moved on & ain't not gonna befriend with a jerk. so i told Kecyk to answer it instead. just a few ''Hello-s'' & Fazdil hang up. i feel relieved! he cud have wondered who the hell is holding my phone! haha. i'm so missing my darla. baby KAWA is still with him. Darla sent me to werk yest with baby Kawa. gosh. i miss my bike. but i miss Darla more!

darla is so sweet! he fell asleep in the evening yest. called him 15times on his cell. i gave up & tried calling his homie instead. his bro-in-law answered & said, ''Epul takder.."

then i was like ''HUH?! you SURE??"

a few minutes later,i heard Darla's momma shouting! gosh Darla was asleep. pity him. took him bout 2mins to answer the phone. he texted me just after we end the conversations. he said he's sorry coz he fell asleep. but he still wanna send me to werk. i was so touched sia! ^_^

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♥kimmy-loved